He has that great combination of being a total rocker badass, but also being a complete sweetheart to Ella. Micha, my badass Micha, is one of my top swoon-worthy males. Then things finally start to improve for her, learning how to breathe through the bad stuff and focus on the good. She feels the depression creeping in more and more every day but doesn’t know how to accept her therapists help to improve….until she hits rock bottom with a nervous breakdown. She worries about everything so much, especially the possibility of succumbing to the craziness that drove her mother to suicide. She has spent her entire life taking care of everyone and just doesn’t know how to let go and allow Micha to help her. Smart and determined to do things her way, stubborn the core, with self-worth so low that she’s constantly worrying about bringing Micha down to her level. It’s been a while since I read The Secret, but Ella seems to be the same girl.

He loves her more than anything, but is that enough to overcome Ella’s walls? Micha is beyond frustrated that Ella keeps shutting him out and he can’t just drop everything to run and help knock her out of her funk. They both know it’ll be hard, but together they can accomplish anything and the worst is behind them, right? But Ella is becoming more and more effected by the depression that plagued her mother and Micha can’t always get through to her. Ella has finally agreed to be wih Micha and things look like happily ever after between the two….except Ella has to go back to school and Micha is going on the road with his newly found band-mates.

The forever of ella and micha